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13 November 2006 @ 06:17 pm

>I really no longer care for school. That I could be failing all my classes and probably not give a bigger shit?
>I have a bad feeling that I will find not one boy in BHS [or even out of it] that likes me for me and is actually not creepy?
>I want to go crazy with new things?
>I never want to get out of my bed and it's hard to think of reasons to get up in the morning?
>Getting in my car and driving forever sounds like heaven right now?
>I will never amount to anything and will remain a silly little girl with dreams?
>Nowadays I'm saying things I would never think I would say before?
>People I used to like are getting on my last nevre and I want them to stay far far away?
>I like to be alone and think about new things I want to get and have but probably never will?
>I envy most people I meet and have an automatic hate for them?
>For some reason I cannot talk to the opposite sex unless I do not find them that attractive?
>In reality, my social skills with anyone sucks? That I can't meet new people easily because I'm way to self-conscience?
>I have long, detailed discussions with my dogs because sometimes I feel like they are the only ones that really care?
>That I think even my closest friends have grudges against me?
>I fear to grow any older because I'll know I'll look back and regret doing nothing?

>I know that no one really cares?
Current Mood: confusedconfused
Current Music: regina spektor
robots_are_neatrobots_are_neat on November 15th, 2006 01:01 am (UTC)
wow i kinda think all these things pertain to me as well.
I wonder if i used that word right.

You will feel better.
Ill make you
Unless im one of those that needs to stay far away.

I WANT NEW things as well.
New body lol.(cant have that)

Oh well.

You will amount btw.
Your mighty talented.
ohhhsnap__xohhhsnap__x on November 15th, 2006 09:05 pm (UTC)
You def aren't one of the ones that are bugging to crap outta me.
God, I want new hair too, stupid mother says no though. Whatev'

We need to find something new and exciting to do.